January the Eleventh 2014.

MY FATHER IS STALKING ME!!

So my parents both know I run a few different blogs... But now that I've started a personal blog my Father has suddenly decided he want's to know what I do at two in the morning and what I post about so he's been stalking me, looking up my e-mail address and online usernames and such and IT'S SO CREEPY! Like I feel I won't be able to post my true thoughts and emotions and I'm scared that I'll get in trouble for posting something or I don't even know... I just really don't want him to find my blog(s)... So I asked Mother if she could you know... Restrain her husband... And you want to know what she told me?

She said that Father sits up in bed until three in the morning playing Solitaire and Reading and I starting laughing so hard because that is literally what I do as well as Tumble and watch movies and I couldn't stop laughing.... Mother was laughing too so I think we scared Benny Boy who had just woken up...

But seriously, who would be okay with their parents following their personal blogs.. Like sure whatever you found my Tumblr blog.. Have fun looking at pictures and gifs that give me feels... Wow.. But find my personal blog and read it?  So not cool.. It would be worse than adding them on Facebook... It's not that I do anything I shouldn't... I just have friends that I mention that do do (Damn the English language) things that my parents probably wouldn't be cool with and I'm scared that they wouldn't allow me to hang out with them after finding certain things out.  It's not like they're a bad influence.  I've only drunk alcohol without my parents permission three times... And only one of those times did I get even slightly tipsy (Leprechaun I swear if you say anything I'll kill you.) and I wouldn't skipped class last year without their influence because of my anxiety.  But I don't go to parties like they do or do the frick-frack... I don't even really leave my bedroom?  And also I'm scared that my Father will find out I read books with witches, angels, demons, vampires, fae and all that other 'bad' stuff and also that I watch shows with those themes and that they won't allow me to continue reading books like that and watching movies and TV shows with those themes.... I mean I wasn't even allowed to watch Peter Pan until I was 14 because of the magic, and I mean my family has it's own personal reasons for not wanting me specifically to associate with these demonic themes but they intrigue me a lot more than novels about normal everyday life do.  Not that I don't read books that don't have supernatural themes, but most of them are YA novels which have some.. Frick-frack in them.. And I don't think my parents would condone that... But I'm seventeen... And I just don't get why they can't leave my internet life out of my outernet life.  

Anyway.. Sorry about that rant... It's just I really do like my privacy.  I have nothing (except my interest in supernatural themes in novels and media and my friends behavior which frankly has nothing to do with me) to hide.  

So it's only four in the afternoon, probably the earliest that I've begun writing a post.. But I just needed to get that off my chest... So Mother and I are doing mani's and pedi's tonight.  I'm thinking pale pinks for her because she prefers neutral colours and I'm leaning towards red toe nails and a light teal for my fingers with a singular decorative nail.  I might put glitter on that one or have it a different colour or put some polka dots on it.. Who knows.. Also I've started piling up what I need to decorate my school books and also the things that I'll be needing this year.  I can't wait to decorate my school books!  The last time I did it was grade 10, and before that I hadn't done it since primary school and I figured given that it was my last official year of education in a school environment that I should decorate them for old times sake.  I sort of have a light green polka dot and brown wrapping paper theme and I'm hoping to get some brown ribbon and I have some brown string and I think it'll look pretty good in the end.  If not then whatever I can only hope for the best.  

The thumb that the nail broke off of is annoying.  Like my other thumb is really long and I've become accustomed to it but the other thumb now feels sort of.. Underused because I tend to type with my nails as opposed to my actual fingers... Someone is honking outside my window and I'm so close to going and yelling at them because they interrupted my train of thought..

Organised my bookshelf.  Sort of.. Not all my books fitted and so I made them all at least manage to sit on the shelves istead of 30 sitting on top and well it looks silly and it's bugging me but at least now almost all of them are on the shelves and the ones that aren't are like movie companion guides and other fandom merchandise related books.  Along with a book called Monsterology which just doesn't fit height wise on the shelves.  So that happened....

I keep saying that.. So that happened.. I think it's safe to say that I blame Frozen for that line... 

I ate a whole bag of Cheezles by myself... And stole the last can of my brothers coke.. (I needed to wake up!) also found two of my missing SD cards... Forgot to eat the food Mother Dearest brought to me last night and had a wonderful dream where I met my soul mate and where I was like an oracle and he was the son to the head Alpha of all the wolves so basically like a Wolf Prince and yeah.. It was actually a pretty cool dream.. Might write a short story out of it or something and share it with you guys..?  

*Later*

Okay so I was going through my 'Likes' on Tumblr in the lounge room and Mother was behind me and I had all these ways to murder someone and get away with murder and how to dispose of the bodies and she was all shocked and it took me half an hour to explain to her that they are there for writing purposes and that I'm not actually planning to kill anyone! I don't think I have ever mentally laughed so hard.. All other thoughts literally disappeared from my mind and all my thoughts could do was laugh and then on the outside I'm trying to explain and not being able to make coherent sentences or even words because oh gosh.. It was so funny!!

So I was just helping my Mother make her bed and we found a whisker from Benny Boy's cat/kitten Tabitha -Tabby- and Mother showed it to me and I yelled "WHISKY!" and I think my neighbor thinks we're drinking... 

Just cut down all my Tumblr likes from 598 to 161.  I think that's very good indeed and a massive waste of time.  I literally feel like I have nothing to do.  I mean, I could have a shower, clean my room, do my washing, read a book, socialize, write, cook, go through my wardrobe and get rid of the 70% of clothes I don't wear, get a tan, go for a run, go for a bike ride, go get my L ones, read comics in the library, wash the dogs, help clean the house, play Sims, write a better post for today, make 500 random accounts and make them all popular and promote this blog, shave my legs (they're kinda getting gross...), build my other bookshelf -it's a flat pack and I don't even remember where it's stored, play solitaire, pester my Father or Benny Boy.  The list goes on and on... But instead I basically went through my Tumblr history.  Oh fun fact, I used to be just a book blog.. I saw the decrease into madness... It started out with Doctor Who, then Sherlock then it just spiraled out of control... It was kinda amusing..  

Wow.. Today's post is pretty long.. I should actually do something interesting tomorrow... Then reading all this would be a little more entertaining.  

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So Benny Boy just asked me why I'm bothering to try and get my learners permit and before I can reply Father announces it's going to rain later this week and Benny Boy just shuts up and turns around and that was pretty funny.. Like that finger lick Doritos add for the Superbowl.  That was funny too...

*Later*

So our internet just stopped working and I kid you not I yelled at my Father asking what was wrong with the internet and at the same time Benny Boy yells out because his game needs the internet and he was freaking out yelling at dad from downstairs and Mother yelled out asking why the cat video stopped and all my Father said in reply was "I'm as panicked as the rest of you so will you all shut up so I can fix the damn problem!".   My family everyone.  

I feel really lost.. I have no music because I was listening to YouTube, I have no social networking and I have no goodreads.com browsing for my next novel.... GAH THE TOURTURE I AM FORCED TO END- Oh it's back.  

Whoop there is it.. Gone again, I should have guessed.... Father changed internet companies or whatever and ever since we've been having connection issues and it is the worst for phone WiFi and it's just so annoying! 

Ha! I just confused Mother Dearest! She thought I was dying but I was just making those weird noises from that song off of The Jungle Book, I Wanna Be Like you or whatever?  You know, shubey do da ba, ba da da di do, whooby do hooba, shaba da ba walla etc... Haha, yeah that was funny....I NEED THE INTERNET BACK! I NEE- It's back again! 

I'm literally just sitting here waiting for the internet to crash again.... I think I might read The Unbecoming Of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin because it's been on my to read list for so long! Don't think I'm going to end up painting my nails tonight.... Although I really must at some point soon so I can put nail hardener on them..And it's gone again. Getting real tired of that dinosaur Chrome. I should probably post this before I write any more useless things that no one actually cares about... And before the internet crashes again.. 

Live long and prosper, godspeed(and may your internet never disappear).

Becca.