January the Twenty Second 2014.

Headaches, Nephilim, and Scary Stories.

So, woke up today.  That's an achievement in its own right.  

Anyway, so I scrolled endlessly through a dash of moving pictures and unironic jokes. (Unironic isn't actually a word but apparently the two options in spell check are 'ironic' and 'unicorn' and I for one would like to petition to make the word unicorn mean unironic.  I think this is a wonderful idea, but then again it's ten thirty at night and I've had my medication..) Yeah so I had my medication for the first time in about two months today and so far the results have been that I haven't been hungry or thirsty in over twelve hours, my brain feels like it's running a marathon but the only thing I can see through my own vision is the end rope.  (So basically everything that isn't important is just rushing beside me but not in focus?  That doesn't make sense...)  I have a headache because I'm not thirsty so I haven't had anything to drink, oh and I'm 90% sure if I wasn't typing right now my hands would be shaking because of the over stimulation in my brain and lack of focus for me to direct it too.  Although writing this is doing a good job of directing that energy.. Oh and despite the fact I wouldn't want to actually openly admit it and that I don't really want to say it because Leprechaun is right over my shoulder but I am feeling slightly anxious and depressed as a side effect of the tablets wearing off.. At least I don't feel suicidal which has happened on more than one occasion when the tablets are wearing off when I've taken them after a long time period of not taking them and if none of that makes sense I'm sorry... You all already know I don't proof read these.  

So why, if these are my reactions, did I have my medication?  Well we decided to start our 'Bible Study' which is actually just us watching a bunch of videos on YouTube because my Mother can't be bothered actually telling us this stuff herself.  Leprechaun and Christopher Robin watched a few of these videos with me and it was actually pretty interesting.. 

My nail is really weird at the moment.... I can like bend it on a 90 degree angle... 

Onto another subject, after we watched some of these videos and took Christopher Robin back to 'his' house, which is actually his girlfriends house, Leprechaun and I attended Story Time with Mother Dearest.  Brought back some.. Cheerful memories.. Things I can only assume my childhood mind tried to erase.. I don't know whether you guys know this or not but young children are more -insert appropriate word that neither Leprechaun or myself can conjure up-   to seeing things that are not of this dimension or world.  Such as ghosts, spirits, demons, and angels.  It's a common thing that most adults claim to be just a child's imagination.  That may be so for some children but for myself and my brother, the things we saw and spoke off were far to advanced for our young minds to comprehend.  Like I referenced to 'The Writing On The Wall' from a verse relating to Babylon when I was five years old.  I couldn't even read things as advanced as the bible let alone understand what this verse meant.  I won't go into details because I don't feel now is the right time to share such a story but maybe I will one day.  

Yeah, so we had story time and now I'm pretty sure The Hounds Of Hell will be my companions throughout the night as they have been every nightmare since I was three... Might try and stay up all night to avoid that.. 

Leprechaun is sleeping over because, why the Hell nit, he does almost every other time he comes over?  Anything you want to say Leprechaun?  

Well.................

Yeah, I'll stay up with you if you like, also with the spooky stories there are many both myself and I'm assuming you as well [Talking to Becca] would be uncomfortable sharing with an audience such as yourselves due to their.. Graphic.. nature.  Not sure if there is anything else I should say...? 

Fair enough.. Really? [In reference to me writing the previous two statements.] Nope, I'm out.

So that's what he has to say.  Tomorrow we're both being social and having a family dinner with our best friends.  My Nerds, The Boys, Cookie, and Sharp will be there.  I'll probably end up having chips and maybe a chicken schnitzel if it's like under $15.  I'm taking photos of our night because we like to document these events and if they all give their consent then I may post them here.  If not then I'm sure I'll still post them...  My tummy just grumbled.. 

I may do a bit of writing tonight.. Or at least planning because I'm still certain I'll never be able to complete a novel.  I have an idea and I think it could turn out wonderfully.. I may post it here but I may not if I actually start writing it in detail and get to a point where I may decide to finish it because then someone may take my idea and then by the time I've finished and yeah.. You get the idea.. 

Leprechaun and myself where just commenting on the wonderful artwork and graphics and animation in Frozen and I highly suggest you all watch it.. Like now.. Also we're both pretty sure Olaf is gay because he likes being impaled... Sorry.. Had to put that in here.. 

Tumblr is being annoying and I have a raging headache at the moment... I feel like I should go take some pain tablets or something.. Might read after that.. NO! I was going to write!  A description of a story.. Okay, tablets, then writing..

Night guys.  Sweeter dreams than me!

Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca.