Friday, 31 January 2014

January the Thirty First 2014.

Becca's (not quite) Infinite List Of Wonderful Things.


One: Dancing in the rain.
Two: Laying in the middle of the road at midnight.
Three: Watching the stars from your roof.
Four: Holding hands with someone you love.
Five: Eskimo kisses.
Six: Forehead kisses.
Seven: Playing air guitar with someone.
Eight: Reading in the garden.
Nine: Rain landing on a tin roof.
Ten: Having someone tell you they're proud of you.
Eleven: When your hair smells really pretty.
Twelve: Listening to your favorite music really loudly.
Thirteen: That little secretive smirk/smile people get. 
Fourteen: Making your friends laugh.
Fifteen: Acting silly.
Sixteen: The sound of the waves.
Seventeen: Building pillow nests during storms.
Eighteen: Blanket forts/tents.
Nineteen: Pretending you're a rock star in your bedroom and dancing/jumping on your bed like you're on stage.
Twenty: Cuddles with Mum.  
Twenty One: Hot guys.  Just hot guys.  They're pretty to look at.
Twenty Two: Being told you're beautiful.
Twenty Three: Getting good grades.
Twenty Four: Sleepovers with best friends.
Twenty Five: Smelling books.
Twenty Six: Feeling wanted, cherished, and loved.
Twenty Seven: Kissing someone and having them smile against your lips.
Twenty Eight: Daydreaming.
Twenty Nine: Having a special nickname from someone you love. Eg: Angel, Princess.
Thirty: Communicating with your friends with just a look.
Thirty One: Knowing you can trust someone.
Thirty Two: Taking funny selfies with friends.
Thirty Three: Tumblr.  
Thirty Four: Having nice teachers that you can joke with.
Thirty Five: Long train rides where you can just stare out the window and everything starts to go faster and morph into one.
Thirty Six: Spooning. 
Thirty Seven: Watching your favorite movies.  Especially Disney.
Thirty Eight: Sleeping in.  Or just sleeping in general?
Thirty Nine: Meow Meows.  (Translation: Cats, Kittens.)
Forty: Chicken nuggets and Red Velvet Cupcakes. 
Forty One: Writing something you love and feel proud of.  Something you're willing to share with others. 
Forty Two: Giggling at two o'clock in the morning because you've read something funny online.

Okay, felt like doing that.. So today I covered my school books (Actually Mother Dearest did.. And they look amazing, I'll post pictures tomorrow when I can be bothered to look for my camera.), Leprechaun came over and we headed to the second hand book shop where I bought Daniel X by James Petterson and he bought me The Body Finder by Kimberly Derting.  Then Mother Dearest dropped Leprechaun home to get ready for work then she and myself went to the cheap shop thing and she bought me Game Runner by B.R. Collins, Earthfall by Mark Walden, some Winnie The Pooh book about Tigger, and The Princess Bride DVD.  Then we headed home and I've just been listening to music and day dreaming all afternoon, planted some flowers outside my bedroom window. We had a family dinner tonight, Shabat (I think I spelled that right?).  Benny Boy forgot to have his medication this morning and he had work today so he was in a baby mood.  It made me feel sad seeing him like that given that he's an eighteen year old nearly nineteen... I love him I just sometimes feel sad for how he is because I know when he's 'normal' he hates the idea of Baby Ben... I just wish there was more I could do to help him. Anyway, after dinner I've just been selecting music that I think would be good to listen to in class and just at school.  So a school playlist.  I'll get the songs later and put them on my phone. I'm going to read a little tonight... Tomorrow I'm meeting Cookie, Leprechaun, and Sharp to go fishing.  I personally hate fishing and being near the river because it smells like fish and I hate that smell but I miss her and she's always with Sharp so.. I'll go along.  Probably bring a book.. Anyway, my back is hurting the way I'm sitting on my bed at the moment so I think I'll wrap this up here.  Please support my blog and subscribe, and comment, and the whole sh-bang. 


Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca. 

Thursday, 30 January 2014

Conversation With Leprechaun: 30/01/2014

Becca: I just realised the upstairs bathroom is like almost on top of Benny Boy.
Becca: I'M LITERALLY DOING MY BUSINESS ON HIS HEAD
Becca: Well... Not literally...
Leprechaun: ..........
Leprechaun:... Becca....
Leprechaun: I worry about you sometimes.
Becca: Then I'm not doing my job correctly.
Leprechaun: ???
Becca: You should worry all the time.

January The Thirtieth 2014.

I'm Turning Into A Thirty-Five Year Old Mother Of Two, With A Husband Who Works A Nine To Five Job While I Stay At Home And Read Smutty Novels About Hot Guys.


I'm not even ashamed to admit that.. In the past twenty four hours I've read to VERY smutty novels and skim read another.  I don't even understand the appeal... There are way too many sex scenes -and in far too much detail- for my taste and they aren't even written all that well.  Furthermore they all have cliche or crappy plot lines.  However I did just read a delectable murder in one! Oh it was wonderful! I can just imagine the blood and that bugger deserved what he got from those bikers!  Leprechaun just asked if I mean Bodice-Rippers and I'm slightly confused and worried....

Anyway yeah so that's been an interesting discovery and I think I'm going to continue reading these smutty books until the early morning? Oh gosh I hope my parents don't see this.. I just admitted to reading books with sex scenes....  No I do not mean erotic novels.  Just novels with A LOT of smut and a fair chunk of cute fluff! Basically fan fiction level.  That's probably worse than most erotic novels actually.....

So a summery of today, bought my school supplies, had Chinese for lunch with Mother Dearest, came home and read smutty novels, wrote blog post.  Dead.  Don't know why I put that there but whatever. 

I'm going to go back to my novels. 


Live long and prosper, godspeed.  (Parents if you're reading this.. I'm now erasing your memories.)

Becca. 

Wednesday, 29 January 2014

January the Twenty Ninth 2014.

Can't Think Of  A Title At The Moment So Unless I Come Up With One By The End Of This Then Enjoy This Shitty Title.  


Have you ever wanted something so much, but not thought you were good enough for it?  That's how I feel about a lot of things.  A lot of people.  I don't think I'm good enough for my friends, I always forget what they tell me, I'm not good at consoling people, I'm not good at socializing outside of our small friendship group.  I don't think I'm good enough for my parents, I never do what they tell me, and I constantly feel like I'm disappointing them. I don't think I'm good enough to own my pets, I never feed them, and basically ignore them unless they come to me.  I don't even really think I'm worthy of having so many viewers... So all this makes me feel like even if I want things, or want people (not necessarily in a sexual way, get your heads out of the gutter.  Oh?  Just me?  Okay, whoops..) that I'm not worth them because I won't treat them right.  I don't think I'm worthy of good grades because I'm not smart.  I'm not sure if I always feel this way and it's just buried beneath my act or my mask but sometimes it comes up and it hurts... It hurts my heart realizing I think this poorly of myself.   And the part that sucks?  Just because I know doesn't make it easier... Or help me solve it.


Okay, so I totally lost my train of thought there.. Mother called me for dinner and now -after dinner- I just can't stop thinking about food and how full I am but how much I love Red Velvet cake with Cream Cheese Icing! Damn, such a delicious combination... 

Okay, so tomorrow I have to go into school to collect my school supplies, re-enroll, get my time table, and pay a book fine for a book I lost last year that I borrowed from the library.  I'm heading in earlyish, around 9.  I'm meeting Leprechaun and his mum there.  We're also getting school photos for our ID cards.  I might post the result here if it's better than last years (and frankly ANYTHING is better than last years ID photo).  Also I decided on the punishments I'm putting myself through to pay for not blogging for three days.  I shall be uploading a video of them for your infinite enjoyment.  I won't say what I'm going to be doing just yet but let's just say that two are really embarrassing and the other is just gross.  So look out for that in the next few days! I'll be uploading it on my YouTube channel which I'll link here [https://www.youtube.com/user/BookwormWoes].  You can also subscribe because any videos I post in the future here will be uploaded onto YouTube.  I have a few other links you can find on my channel over there and if you want to follow me on any social media sites just comment below and I'll upload a post with all my links on it.  I can't wait till I can create my own blog art and cover arts and so on... The ones available are just so.. Not me.. And pretty ugly too.  

Anyway I have no idea what I've been saying, but I have a headache. I've mostly been reading all day... Going to have a shower tonight (I don't think I've had one in like 3 to 4 days and that is pretty rank.. But I'm on holidays and the days merge into one.. So not my fault, right?).  I don't have anything else to say at the moment.. Oh yeah, my Facebook was messing up last night and it caused some amusing conversations.  I'll post the screenshots on Twitter or Instagram or something, maybe?  Whatever.

Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca.

Tuesday, 28 January 2014

An E-Mail To My Parents.

"Okay, so you both want access to my blog?  Fine, I'll give you access.  BUT please keep the following things in mind if you do in-fact decide to view my blog.

One: NEVER mention anything about my blog to me in the real world or via e-mail and just don't ever mention my blog near me.  I'll get all weird and want to curl up in a ball and hide because my blog is like 'My Space' and I don't like the idea of those who I actually know invading that personal space.

Two: Don't judge my friends by anything posted on there.  They're weird and both have issues and I know you love them but yeah.  Just don't mention anything about what you read on there about them to them or to me.  

Three:  Never comment.

Four: I'm a story teller/liar.  I make stuff up.  I may post things that never happened or fancy a story up or exaggerate.  I can do that.  It's my blog and I think I've already established on there that this is something I do.  So if I make something up don't point it out to me (refer back to point one).

Five: I want to be able to put ads on my blog.  I just hit 1,000 views.  So I would like to put ads on there.  But I need your permission and accounts because it doesn't work for savings accounts.  I think it might work with Paypal but I can't be sure.. 

Six: Just never mention my blog.  Don't comment.  Don't interfere.  It's my blog.  If I stuff up spelling or use the wrong term; don't tell me.  I usually post at ten PM or later so I'm not exactly in the mood to proof read what I write.  Also if I proof read things I tend to start to not like what I've written and I delete stuff.  And no mum, you cannot proof read it.  I'll get better when school starts back.  

Seven:  Don't judge me for anything I write.  I write on impulse and if I get mad and rant about something or someone (even if it is one of you) it's just because that's how I think I feel at that specific time.  Once I've finished 'ranting' I'm usually feeling bad about what I've written but I wouldn't delete it or take it back.  I would apologize. And if I do rant about either of you on there just don't forget that I do love you I'm just a very impulsive person.  

Eight: I'm running out of conditions but this blog is very sacred to me and the only reason why Leprechaun, Cookie, and Camroon have seen it is because well Leprechaun is helping write it occasionally.  Cookie is mentioned a lot, and Cam as assigned leader of our friendship group has been shown it because The Nerds are a big part of my life and yeah.  I love you both but I just feel so weird giving you permission to see something that I feel you wouldn't understand....

Okay I think that's all. 


I hope I don't regret this." 

(Okay, as some of you might know I've had reservations about sharing my blog with my parents.  But I want to put ads on my blog and for that I need a credit account and because I'm under eighteen I need to use their accounts and my Mother said that Father wouldn't allow it unless they have access to it.  I sent them this.. Really scared now..)


Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca.

January the Twenty Eighth 2014.

Confessions 

(I just finished writing this post and I can't remember for the life of me why I decided to title this as Confessions but I'm not changing it now so just pretend it makes sense okay?) 


Okay, so I have been a bit MIA lately.. Sorry about that.. I wish I could say I haven't been doing anything but I've actually been doing stuff.. I'll do a short summery before I get onto today's business.

Okay, first of all I bought two really pretty new lipsticks and this gorgeous blush and some other stuff.  I bought some pretty ribbons for my hair.  I found brown book coverings and some ribbon for my school books.  Leprechaun and myself went to church -I actually sort of enjoyed that but it really made my anxiety spark being around so many people I didn't know who were trying to talk to us so I'm thankful Leprechaun was there to do the talking.  Australia had Australia Day and all I did was go to church then come home and sleep.  Today was the grade 12's day to get school books, timetables, re-register for the year, and get our ID photos but I missed out, tomorrow is the elevens turn but the day after is for those who missed out today so I'll be going in then.  Hmm, what else?  I think that's all?

Okay, so I just wanted to apologize for not being here, after I didn't post that first day I just sort of got lazy and couldn't be bothered.  Bad of me, I know.  However I used the time I usually spend writing up these posts to create a 'Game Plan' for what I want to do.  It may just be a spur of the moment idea but that doesn't mean I still can't plan it. What am I walking about?  Well the other night I had a dream, I opened my own bookshop and above it I had my own apartment.  It was a really cute bookshop, warm, inviting, cozy.  There were lots of little places to just sit and read, there were second hand books along with new books, there was a little cafe, and a children's corner.  I've always sort of wanted to run my own business so I could work when I wanted to and not be confined by hours set by others -that's also the reason I want to be a novelist.  So I used the website Pinterest to create a mini plan.  I've written up more of my plan elsewhere but I just thought it was such a cute idea.  So that happened, oh and the bookshop was called Becca's Little Bookshop and Cafe.  Yep.

I had something else to say.. Give me a moment and I'll remember it I'm sure.. 

I'll get back to that thought in a while.. Anyway so today I was actually feeling really down.. It might just be because [and males I warn you what I'm about to say may mortify you so read the next few words at your own risk] I've got my period and I'm more hormonal but somehow I think it's more than that.  I just feel like everything we do is pointless?  Not just me necessarily... Most things I do are pointless?  But the human race in general.. Somehow saying that has made me want to go travelling.   
OH that's what I wanted to tell you all!  Next year my Mother, Father, and myself might be going to Israel and I get to meet my crazy aunt and my shy cousins!  And I might be getting baptized in the Dead Sea and the man who's leading the tour is the man who married my parents!  How cool is that! And after that I'm thinking of heading to Europe for a holiday on my own.  Not sure about that one yet.  But I'm just so thrilled at the prospect of going overseas and meeting my family, it's actually quite a risk given how things are over there and my religion but Mother is positive we'll be fine!  

Also, I've been trying to write a book.. It's the one I mentioned the other week but I've been brainstorming and planning and it's looking good but I've done this before and I'm pretty certain that I'll give up within a few weeks just like I did with the other one.  But it's nice to dream for a few moments isn't it?  
Although this concept is a lot less complicated than the other novel I was attempting to write.  Or maybe, depending on how you look at it, it's more complicated?  Either way this concept is easier for me to grasp onto and develop and morph.  So I'm excited to keep working on that.  I've been thinking about what I want to do in regards to education after Grade Twelve and I'm thinking of going to TAFE and doing three courses related to Accounting, Business, and Librarian work.  They're the sort of certificates I would need to start my own business and because of my ADHD and Anxiety I don't think I would survive at University... So on the topic of school, mine starts on the fifth of February.  I'm really excited! I've missed school and I have some wonderful classes and I have my favorite teacher again this year! I'm hoping I don't have my least favorite teacher for one of my English classes though.. So when I start at school I'll be posting a lot more and have a lot more to say, I'll be taking my laptop to school this year so I'll be able to post during my breaks and in class and so on so that'll be great for me.  There's even a chance that this blog can be included in my Media Production class and then I can technically work on this blog as part of a project and I'm going to be able to make my own backgrounds and icons and so on in Graphic Design and I'll be going creative writing in English Writing so I'll be posting some stories and I feel so excited about this year.  I'll probably be wishing for holidays back after a week of being back but I just have a feeling that this year is going to be good.  

Do you ever feel like that? Like you just have a feeling that a lot of wonderful things are going to be happening in the near future?  Also, in the next few days I'll be going for my L plate test.  It's just an online test, I've done the practice one too many times to count so I'm sure I'll pass when the time comes, so I'm getting my license this year.  I'm going to try and find a way to gain a substantial income to save up for certain things I desire in the future such as travelling and fuel and adventuring.  And I have some wonderful classes lined up and they may be hard but I'm sure I'll enjoy them and I'm going to work my butt off to get the best grades I can, and I just feel so positive about this year.  I want to take risks, enjoy life, grab opportunities that come my way and make the best of things.  So yeah, feeling positive about this year and where it'll lead me.  At the end of this year I'll legally be an adult so I guess this feels like making the best of my childhood.  I don't want to be going out and getting drunk or anything reckless like that.  I want to go do things like canoeing and going to local events and even though I'm scared of heights (not crazily I'm just scared of leaving the ground and falling) I really want to go bungee jumping! Which is totally ridiculous but something I really want to do! I know a lot of people don't like the idea of actually having a job but the idea of me being stuck behind a counter in a office for the rest of my life is mortifying I want to travel like my parents did.  I want to see where the world leads me (I still want to open a bookstore but that can happen when I've started to settle down and stopped going on adventures).  You know something else I've always wanted to do?  Go swimming near a waterfall!  Go swimming in a lagoon, or river, or lake, or something! I don't even know.  I'm hyping myself up and now I want to go do stuff like maybe ride my bike but I feel sick in my tummy because of my unwanted friend so I don't actually feel like moving in fear of becoming nauseous.  

So I'm sorry for not posting the last few days, I think you guys should comment some forfeits for me because this was a New Years Resolution and I failed it so if you guys have any safe suggestions I'll try and do them.  I think I've missed four days? So I'll do four forfeit challenges and either have them filmed or have photos taken as evidence. 


Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca.   

Friday, 24 January 2014

January's Make Up List

So, what make up have I been wearing this month?

Here's a little list I compiled, enjoy?


Foundation: 

Liquid: Revlon's Colorstay Whipped 150 Buff
Powder: FaceOfAustralia's Mineral Therapy Foundation.  I don't know what shade because I ripped the label off, whoops. I only wear this if I'm looking a little shiny...

Bronzer:

I have this little cheap one by Urban Colour that I got in a little gift pack at Christmas.  

Blusher:

The one I've been using came in the same pack as my bronzer.  They're just really cute and handy so I've been using them. 

Liners:


Eyebrows: Maybelline's Line Express Eyeliner Tracer in a brownish black colour.
Eyes: Coral Colours Eye Pencil in Magnetic Midnight (12035)
Lips: Australis Lip Pencil in Frie cracker (1858)

Mascara:


Covergirl Lash Blast Fusion in black/brown (01352)

Eyeshadow:


Rimmel London Scandleyes Eyeshadow Stick in Bronze (3075)


Lipstick:


Everyday:  Chi Chi's Talk Of The Town -It's a browny, bronzey, colour I guess?  I can't explain it..
Formal: Australis Colour Inject Mineral Lipstick in Cha Cha (71028) -It's deep red.
Special:  Colour bt TBN in Kiss & Make Up (881) - It's almost an orange colour, I can only wear it with certain clothes..

So there you have it, the make up I've been wearing this month.  I think I'll do this close to the end of each month IF anything changes with what make up I wear.  For example if I find an adorable new lipstick or buy actual bronzer and blusher! 


Live long and prosper, godspeed.  

Becca. 

January the Twenty Third 2014.

I LOVE MY AWESOME NERDS/DORKS! 

(Because apparently they aren't all smart...)


So as I've said in previous posts today I met up with my friends for a formal dress dinner.  It was great! I haven't seen some of them all holidays and it was just so good to see them again because I've missed them so much! When I say these awesome dorks are my best friends I mean it, they mean the world to me! 
So I got dressed up in a red dress, did my make up -yes, I wore red lip stick-, and had my hair all pretty.  Mother and myself picked leprechaun up who was wearing a suit and a undone tie and then we made our way to the restaurant.  Mother dropped us off and we had to walk there from a distance by ourselves and let's just say a few people probably assume we were going on a date... 
So we found Camroon -suit and tie- and Hopey -comfy pants and signature blue jumper- who were already there and joined them, soon after (many jokes and much conversation was made between this time and this point and what did I just say?) Cookie and Sharp joined us.  It was about now that we were informed that Midget and G-String would not be joining us and neither would The Boys. -

Okay I would like to point out right now, because this just happened- that Leprechaun has a habit of losing his belt and he's sleeping over tonight and guess what he left at his house?  That's right, his belt.  Okay, back to the story.

Cookie was looking very lovely in a dress and pretty hair style that I will display further down.  Sharp was looking sharp in a formal shirt and jeans.  (See what I did there?)
It was a long time until we were joined by Squibby and during his absence I was troubled over what bocconcini was.  So much so that we (meaning Leprechaun) had to ask what it was... Anyway, Squibby showed up a half hour late because he was at work and did not come in formal wear OR his work uniform.  Very disappointed... Anyway, yeah so we were 'all' there and that's when we decided to order our food after contemplating whether we could order from the lunch menu or if we could just order from the dinner menu -which didn't have schnitzel. And then we just had weird conversations and stuff... I ordered a smoked ham, pineapple, and caramelized onion pizza with a side serving of chips and a red fizzy drink.  Camroon had crumbed scallops with a side of chips and a salad, Sharp had flake with chips and salad and everyone else had schnitzel with various sauces.  I would personally give our food (well my pizza anyway) an eight out of ten for taste.  But I was too full to eat the whole thing..

So after dinner we went to Macca's for desert.  It was amusing seeing people reactions to a bunch of suited up, formally dressed teenagers coming into a fast food joint and starting up a laptop.. Leprechaun ordered the last slice of Cookies and Cream Cheesecake. He ordered me a hot chocolate that I paid for and Squibby and Hopey had M'n'M McFlurries while we waited for our parents to pick us up or for Squibby to drive select people home.  It was a lovely evening and I can't remember the details I just know that I miss, and love, my friends.  

PICTURE TIME THEN LEPRECHAUN AND MAYBE SOME OF THE OTHERS WILL MAKE A LITTLE STATEMENT ABOUT THE EVENING!

Cookie and Sharp.

Squibby and Camroon. 

Myself and Cookie.

Schnitzel with a side of chips and salad. 

My smoked ham, pineapple, and caramelized onion pizza.

Camroon's crumbed scallops with chips and salad. 

Sharps flake with salad and no chips because he ate them or they're not in view or something?

Cookie eating....

Christopher Robin came out of the kitchen to say hey.

Camroon and his best friend Christopher Robin. 

Camroon in his suit at McDonalds on his laptop using the free WiFi. 

Cookie and Sharp being cute!

HOPEY!

Squibby.

Camroon being a poser. (He also took like 11 selfies on my phone...)

Now My Nerds can have something to say.

"I would but goodnight."
Camroon [I asked him to say something]

"Well after a delightful meetup after a long break of us not seeing each other it was good to get back together! Etc"
Squibby.

"It was really good to see you guys it's just abit sad that I couldn't sit down and have a meal with you guys :("
Christopher Robin.

"Yeah it was really nice, i think that a steak sandwich from my favorite restaurant, but you cant have everything. i should know"
Leprechaun.

Yeah, so today was splendid.  Tonight anyway.. S it is now after midnight and Leprechaun and myself have to be awake at 8 in the morning to go for a drive into another city for the day so we better crash.  
Comment if you liked today's post and yeah, share my blog around and show your support and whatever? 

Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca. 

Wednesday, 22 January 2014

January the Twenty Second 2014.

Headaches, Nephilim, and Scary Stories.


So, woke up today.  That's an achievement in its own right.  

Anyway, so I scrolled endlessly through a dash of moving pictures and unironic jokes. (Unironic isn't actually a word but apparently the two options in spell check are 'ironic' and 'unicorn' and I for one would like to petition to make the word unicorn mean unironic.  I think this is a wonderful idea, but then again it's ten thirty at night and I've had my medication..) Yeah so I had my medication for the first time in about two months today and so far the results have been that I haven't been hungry or thirsty in over twelve hours, my brain feels like it's running a marathon but the only thing I can see through my own vision is the end rope.  (So basically everything that isn't important is just rushing beside me but not in focus?  That doesn't make sense...)  I have a headache because I'm not thirsty so I haven't had anything to drink, oh and I'm 90% sure if I wasn't typing right now my hands would be shaking because of the over stimulation in my brain and lack of focus for me to direct it too.  Although writing this is doing a good job of directing that energy.. Oh and despite the fact I wouldn't want to actually openly admit it and that I don't really want to say it because Leprechaun is right over my shoulder but I am feeling slightly anxious and depressed as a side effect of the tablets wearing off.. At least I don't feel suicidal which has happened on more than one occasion when the tablets are wearing off when I've taken them after a long time period of not taking them and if none of that makes sense I'm sorry... You all already know I don't proof read these.  

So why, if these are my reactions, did I have my medication?  Well we decided to start our 'Bible Study' which is actually just us watching a bunch of videos on YouTube because my Mother can't be bothered actually telling us this stuff herself.  Leprechaun and Christopher Robin watched a few of these videos with me and it was actually pretty interesting.. 
My nail is really weird at the moment.... I can like bend it on a 90 degree angle... 

Onto another subject, after we watched some of these videos and took Christopher Robin back to 'his' house, which is actually his girlfriends house, Leprechaun and I attended Story Time with Mother Dearest.  Brought back some.. Cheerful memories.. Things I can only assume my childhood mind tried to erase.. I don't know whether you guys know this or not but young children are more -insert appropriate word that neither Leprechaun or myself can conjure up-   to seeing things that are not of this dimension or world.  Such as ghosts, spirits, demons, and angels.  It's a common thing that most adults claim to be just a child's imagination.  That may be so for some children but for myself and my brother, the things we saw and spoke off were far to advanced for our young minds to comprehend.  Like I referenced to 'The Writing On The Wall' from a verse relating to Babylon when I was five years old.  I couldn't even read things as advanced as the bible let alone understand what this verse meant.  I won't go into details because I don't feel now is the right time to share such a story but maybe I will one day.  
Yeah, so we had story time and now I'm pretty sure The Hounds Of Hell will be my companions throughout the night as they have been every nightmare since I was three... Might try and stay up all night to avoid that.. 

Leprechaun is sleeping over because, why the Hell nit, he does almost every other time he comes over?  Anything you want to say Leprechaun?  

Well.................
Yeah, I'll stay up with you if you like, also with the spooky stories there are many both myself and I'm assuming you as well [Talking to Becca] would be uncomfortable sharing with an audience such as yourselves due to their.. Graphic.. nature.  Not sure if there is anything else I should say...? 
Fair enough.. Really? [In reference to me writing the previous two statements.] Nope, I'm out.

So that's what he has to say.  Tomorrow we're both being social and having a family dinner with our best friends.  My Nerds, The Boys, Cookie, and Sharp will be there.  I'll probably end up having chips and maybe a chicken schnitzel if it's like under $15.  I'm taking photos of our night because we like to document these events and if they all give their consent then I may post them here.  If not then I'm sure I'll still post them...  My tummy just grumbled.. 

I may do a bit of writing tonight.. Or at least planning because I'm still certain I'll never be able to complete a novel.  I have an idea and I think it could turn out wonderfully.. I may post it here but I may not if I actually start writing it in detail and get to a point where I may decide to finish it because then someone may take my idea and then by the time I've finished and yeah.. You get the idea.. 

Leprechaun and myself where just commenting on the wonderful artwork and graphics and animation in Frozen and I highly suggest you all watch it.. Like now.. Also we're both pretty sure Olaf is gay because he likes being impaled... Sorry.. Had to put that in here.. 
Tumblr is being annoying and I have a raging headache at the moment... I feel like I should go take some pain tablets or something.. Might read after that.. NO! I was going to write!  A description of a story.. Okay, tablets, then writing..

Night guys.  Sweeter dreams than me!


Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca. 

January the Twenty First 2014.

Hella Sorry Bro's and Hoe's...


So I have no idea what's up with that heading, it's just sort of there.

So surprise I didn't wake up until one in the afternoon.. Then I just wasted my day endlessly scrolling through an array of funny sentences, memes and moving pictures.  I did have a shower, that was productive.. I don't think I have had a shower -until today- for about five days which is really gross and not something I would recommend unless you're stuck in the wilderness and you have limited water supply.  Then I suggest you save that water for drinking not washing.. Anyway..

This blog post is a little late.. I wasn't looking at the time then at eleven forty I took note of the fact that I was late in writing today's post THEN I had some technical difficulties.. But here it is.  Fifteen minutes past midnight.  So technically it's the twenty second not the twenty first but what they hell. 

I just wanted to apologize for yesterday (specifically the.. Little bit of chaos at the end..) and say that Dominoes Cheesy Crust is the best thing ever invented. 

Night guys.

Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca.   

Monday, 20 January 2014

January the Twentieth 2014.

Is A Heading Required? 


So I really didn't do a lot today.. Mostly just slept on and off all day.. Not feeling all that great to be honest... I don't even know what is wrong, I feel like if I were to eat something I would just vomit it back up -same with liquids.  My back is killing me but I'm pretty sure that's due to my poor posture and the way I sit when I'm writing.. Or just the way I sit with my laptop on my lap while chilling in bed... So I haven't got much to post today because I don't feel like blabbering on about a bunch of bullshit that no one gives two craps about... So I thought I would just put a gif or two here.. BUT my internet isn't working well enough for me to be bothered to scour Tumblr for an hour or two just to find some specific gifs that I feel are appropriate... So I'm not going to do that... I'm just going to go back to feeling like shit both physically and mentally and listening to Fall Out Boy.... Maybe a bit of Natasha Bedingfield?  I don't know.. I just want to stop the noises in my head and the physical pain I'm feeling... Why won't those voices stop? I don't even know what they're saying, they're mumbled and broken or whispered and it makes me panic... Not the same panic as my dreams but just... Well I guess my nightmares are more than panic it's fear.. This isn't panic it's.. Troublesome... I don't know I can't explain it.. I don't understand.. The music blocks them out.. It numbs it.. I think I'm going to break my ear drums one of these days... I probably wouldn't like music as much if that happened... I'm going to leave it here so I don't say something stupid... 


Sorry. 

Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca. 

Sunday, 19 January 2014

January the Nineteenth 2014.

Sunday Lunch and Leprechaun.


Hey guys, sorry about yesterday's long post.. 
Okay so it's Sunday here at the moment and on Sundays my brother and I sleep in while my parents go to church, when they get home we all have a family Sunday lunch and today we were graced with the presence of Christopher Robin, his father, and Leprechaun.  It was a nice lunch. 

Later Leprechaun and I went to his Nan's house and received a lift  into town to see if the little coffee house that Cookie and I went to was open, it wasn't. So then we meandered around the mall until we decided to see if Cookie was working so we made our way to her place of work but she wasn't working so we bought some cupcakes and creaming soda and walked down to the beach.  Then we walked home and I set up an Introductions page to let you guys get a better idea of who everyone is.  It is presently incomplete but you can still look at it if you want, suggestions on what else to add are welcome.  
Oh but before we went to Leprechaun's Nan's 'we' built some little shelves for my desk.  We recorded it and I took end result pictures so I may edit a video of that and post it here so keep an eye out.. Yeah but until now that's pretty much all we've done.. We walked down to the chip shop down the road and bought some chips for dinner.. Now onto something maybe a little more interesting..

Snow. 

It only snows in a few places in Australia but I for one have only ever seen light snow, not even enough to make a snowman.  But it's pretty, I mean I hate the cold.. But it is pretty... 

(There you go anonymous person from Facebook that suggested I write about snow.  You know who you are.)
So now that today's formalities are over I feel like I should just ramble on about anything and nothing because for some reason.. People like that.. But I have nothing to say so I might just put a bunch of gifs here now? 



And last but not least..

Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca (and Leprechaun.) 



Saturday, 18 January 2014

January the Eighteenth 2014.

Boys And Girls Can't Be Best Friends? 


Okay, this is a subject that really irks me.  I've never been the type of girl who actually has a lot of female friends and I'm sure many of my past friends can attest that.  When I tell people this they assume that I mean I'm a loner, which I sort of am, what they usually don't consider is that I most of my friends are male.  Why do they not consider this?  Probably because I don't have a boyfriend and everyone knows that boys and girls can't be friends without it leading to something more, duh.  Common knowledge, right?  Wrong.  I have like seven male best friends and one female best friend.  I don't desire to be in a relationship with any of those guys and I'm 99% sure they don't want to be in a relationship with me.  They know me too well to desire such a thing.  
I decided to Google this topic to see what came up and frankly everything I saw was complete and utter bullshit.  Having male best friends is the same as having female best friends.  I mean Leprechauns even let me paint his finger nails in the past and Cookie and I never bother to use code about our periods around him.  We're all open books.  Granted with the other six male best friends I have I'm not as comfortable to discuss that sort of thing but my point is that if you and the person are close it is basically the same.  Best friends are gender neutral and it shouldn't matter if you best friend is a female, male or transgender.  It's not like you even get to choose who your best friends are.  It's just sort of something that happens.  So when I hear people say this it really irks me, and to be honest I think I hear it at least five times a week, which is just ridiculous. 
On one site -http://cohengoinggone.wordpress.com- I read this.

"Boys and girls cannot be best friends, unless one or both of them are gay.  Two girls going out for drinks and going back home together is a girly day out.  A girl and a guy doing the same thing, is well, essentially a date." 

"I'm not saying that girls and boys can't have friends of the opposite sex, but by laws of being human the relationship is entirely different.  I call my male friends my "mates" and I tend to only seem them in group situations;"

I understand that as it is a blog, the writer is just writing her own opinion and I respect that.  I'm just using this as an example of the belief in this idea.  She also mentions how many shows and movies have this idea as a running theme, the most iconic being Friends.  

Now the basis of this theory is that a male and female can't be best friends because they will eventually develop feelings for one another.  Now I ask you, what if a gay male and a straight male are best friends?   What about a lesbian and a straight woman?  Can they still be best friends even if the lesbian might develop feelings for her friend?  But more to the point, does it really matter if one of them develops feelings for the other?  It's it's unrequited then, yes that's a shame, but at least they're still going to be best friends because something as trivial as that shouldn't be a cause to discontinue the friendship.  What if they both have feelings for one another?  Well then they can sail off into the sunset, prance around in the daisies, kiss on sailing boat and have a white picket fence with two point five kids, or whatever.  

My point is that just because a male and female are best friends doesn't mean they are destined to fall for one another.  People ask Leprechaun and I all the time if we're going out and his reply is always "Been through Hell once, not going there again." and I agree with him.  Granted we dated before we were best friends but we didn't really know each other then, now it's platonic.  I guess that's why this topic bugs me.  I get that when people we don't know ask.  I mean they don't know who we are or what the situation is.  But when people close to you ask constantly it makes it awkward and can sometimes create phantom feelings.  Feelings for another person that aren't real but are there because of the thoughts and ideas of others.  So when people say this or bring this 'idea' up it has a similar effect and makes everyone in the situation feel awkward.  

-I have no idea what I just said, the thoughts and views shown above are mine alone and I mean no offence to anyone-

Anyway, onto what I've done so far today... I woke up and you know.. Woke up and all.. Mother and I went out to get some gardening stuff and on our drive she began telling me some of the things I 'saw' as a child and about the bible and prophesies and the Nephilium and even though I am Jewish -I'm actually technically a Messianic Jew which is what Jesus was I do believe- I don't know much about the bible because I've never been interested in facts and I do believe in God, Jesus and His word.  But when she began talking about a preacher/scientist/philosopher who has made connections between the bible and other dimensions, and the Nephilium or The Fallen Ones (not to be confused with Fallen Angels) it really caught my attention and so I asked if she could do a bible study with me so I could not only grasp a basic understanding of the bible but also so I could learn about the things I perceived to be works of fictions -multiple dimensions etc.  
I looked at a few YouTube videos of his sermons this afternoon and it was really interesting, I mentioned it to Leprechaun and he want's to be involved with the bible study to learn more about it too so that's happening and I'll keep you all up to date with what we learn and so on.  Might even get Mother to write up her 'lessons' and I'll post them here.  I know that a majority of you probably aren't Christian, Jewish or whatever other religions believe in the bible, but this stuff is interesting and if you don't care about it for facts it's still interesting and could be used as an aid for works of fiction, whether you're the one writing it or you're reading it. (Hush Hush by Becca Fitzpatrick and other novels with Nephilium, Fallen Angels, Angels, Demons, or even fans of Supernatural.) I'm also going to ask Cookie if she's interested and my 'brother' Christopher Robin if he wants to be included because well Christopher Robin is a Christian and he might be interested and Cookie might find it interesting.  Anyway, after Mother and I had that little discussion we bought lunch from Macca's.  Unfortunately they put mayo on my McChicken burger and I couldn't eat any of the lettuce because it was covered in the gross stuff.  That's a good thing to point out.. I don't like mayonnaise.  It's so disgusting, last time I actually had some willingly I felt ill for three days afterward. Not sure if it was psychological or what.. Anyway then we came home and I watched those videos.  A little while later I was talking to My Nerds (my male friends) about us all meeting up for a fancy dress dinner on the twenty third and Facebook has this feature on mobiles that allows you to record voice messages and send them and they started singing Bohemian Rhapsody and my gosh, that was possibly one of the funniest things I'v ever heard.  Sometimes when we're at school they all start singing it and making the noises from the instruments of air strumming/drumming and they are just so amazingly embarrassing I would have them any other way.  I'll give you their nicknames -for the ones that have a nickname.. I'm still working on some of them-, First there's Camroon.  He play's almost every instrument except violin and we remind him all the time, he doesn't take lessons he just picks them up naturally and he's pretty amazing.  Then there's Hopey.  He's the smart quite one.  In high school he was always being called up on stage at assemblies to receive awards but I still don't know why because every-time I saw him in class he was watching anime? Then there's G-String.  He's the flirt.  The there's Christopher Robin who I've mentioned before, my Mother basically raised him and I've known him most of my life.  He's a pretty good bloke but is a bit of an idoit (Yes I meant to spell it that way.  In 2012 for my art project I needed people to paint on a piece of paper a cruel name they've been called and his was that he had been called an idiot but he spelled it wrong and I vowed to never let him live it down like the good sister I am.).  Squibby, he's the rich one who has been working at Macca's since grade eight and is the only one of us with his P plates.  And lastly for My Nerds you have Midget.  He's the tall one who loves cars.  There are 'The Others' in our friendship group but I'm not as close to them.. There is The Boys, they're Leprechauns 'other' friends.  There is only two of them.  Now that introductions are out of the way I'm thinking I should probably wrap this post up.. It's kind of long.. 
After so much reading you all deserve a cute gif.  He he, Puss In Boots is so adorable!

Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca

Friday, 17 January 2014

January the Seventeenth 2014.

Hi, Becca can't get to the phone right now.  Please leave a short message after the beep.  *beep*


Hi all, Drunk Leprechaun here. Bec is busy with a series and can't come to the phone right now. So I'm taking over all you little people for tonight. So my day has comprised of sad departures, missed calls and work. So my stepbrothers were here from Sydney for two days and left today at seven am. Bec met them although she had no idea I had any. So I slept until ten and missed them leaving which sucks. . That is the reason I am currently drunk.
Missed calls. These were from an old friend from my troubled times and I am semi glad that I missed them. He and I have had many..... Disagreements.... Of late. So I am really quite sad-glad that I missed them. Work. Well at work I did a lot of things. This was my first day working by myself. So that was nerve wracking. But I got through it. And all the residents, carers and kitchen ladies love me, so that made it easier. So thanks for your time. May you drink like the Irish and have fun like the French. Yours sincerely, a very drunk Leprechaun.

-I did not read this before I copied and pasted it from Facebook so if the idiot said anything bad, it is so not my fault and you can all leave angry messages for him below. -


Thursday, 16 January 2014

January the Sixteenth 2014.

Did A Lot Of Shit Today, Very Sleepy.


Okay so today -and last night- I was very sociable.  Last night I slept over at Cookie's with Sharp and Leprechaun.  It was extremely hot so we mainly just laid inside dying and then when the sun started to hide and a nice cool wind came in we sat outside, later we went for a walk to the beach.   It was really hot.  Also I spilled red creaming soda on my pants, shirt, and bed.  It did indeed stain.  We had pizza for dinner and watched Premium Rush (I think that's what it's called?  The one about bike messengers in New York and the letter that the bad cop wants and stuff..).  I fell asleep first.  

We woke up in the morning, I think maybe 8:30-9?  Cookie had a dentist appointment and Sharp had to go mow peoples lawns or cut wood or something?  So really Leprechaun and I didn't need to wake up, but the birds outside woke me up and I thought it was unfair that he got to keep sleeping so I kicked him.  We both fell back asleep until Cookie came back.   Then Cookie and I got dressed for the day, and headed out to the little coffee shop we've been wanting to go to with her older sister.  The hot chocolate I had was amazing, now I'll tell you something- whenever I make hot chocolate or buy it from Maccas [it's usually the only place I buy my hot chocolates] I always have to put A LOT of sugar in it.  I need it otherwise it just tastes bland.- but the hot chocolate I received at this little coffee shop was the most delicious hot chocolate I've ever had and there was no excess sugar in it.  It was spectacular and I'll definitely be getting my hot chocolates in the morning for school from there.  Cookie got a beautiful and apparently delicious coffee and her sister got an amazing looking hot chocolate with extra cream -she got a deluxe.  
My hot chocolate.  Sorry it isn't pretty, I was eating the cream on top while the others waited for their orders.

Cookie's coffee.

Okay from there we wandered to a decor store so Cookie could look at cooking things and her sister and I looked at cute teddy bear cups and other pointless trinkets that although we could afford we wouldn't waste our money on.  We found some children's aprons that had both Cookie's and my nicknames on them (Mine is Monster) but they were as stated, for children and would not fit us so we left them.
The aprons. 

After that we headed to the sushi place where Cookie's sister left and Cookie and I bought fried chicken sushi and some fried chicken.  It was really good, as usual.
Cookie eating her fried chicken.

Fried Chicken.

Fried chicken sushi.

Jealous?

Okay so after sushi we went to Jay Jay's and I bought a new pair of shorts then we went back to Cookie's house and just sort of chilled and looked at pretty clothes online.. 

Then at seven pm we went to Leprechauns house for the Barbecue.  We were socially awkward and did not sit with either the adults or the children.  It was very awkward indeed.  But the sausage was nice!  At around ninish we wandered down to Sharp's house because he doesn't live to far away from Leprechaun and met his brothers and ferrets.  They were cute, but not my idea of a good pet..  And then Cookie's mother picked Sharp, Cookie and myself up and they took me home.  Where I promptly fell asleep and woke up to this from Leprechaun:

Yeah, this happened.. It happens often... He's a weirdo...
And then this happened....... 

And now here I am.  Exhausted, sleepy, with a sore back, wishing I had written this throughout the day so I could include quotes.. Sorry.. There was a lot of funny stuff said throughout the last 24 hours and none of you will ever know any of it because I forgot it all... 

Anyway, it's been an amazing 24 hours and I had so much fun even if Cookie and Sharp kissing was sort of gross.  Also yesterday was Leprechauns first day of work! He had a shift today as well.  So good on him and all. And now Leprechauns being dirty minded.  Gross.  

PS: Some of you may have noticed that I clearly have not been proofreading what I post and I would like to say that I have recruited Cookie and Leprechaun to both proofread what I write before I post it.  I'm typically very good but given that I write these in the evening I tend to be a little careless. 


Live long and prosper, godspeed.


Becca.





Wednesday, 15 January 2014

January the Fifteenth 2014.

Changed Plans, General Laziness, One Hundred Dollars.


So I'm going to do a quick summery of my day thus far (it's 2pm) So I was woken up at 7 am by Mother because, well she woke my Father up too and neither us us were quite sure why so that just sort of happened... Benny Boy went to work and on the drive he told Mother he would give me $100 if I cleaned his room.  I accepted.  I made a status about it. 

"Cleaning my brothers room for $100 and I'm still not certain the payment is equel to the trouble it's worth.. His room is disgusting.  Even the mold has mold.  And his underwear is everywhere and there WAS a while layer of used tissues on his floor.  I may be 'cleaning' his room but I doubt it will ever be CLEAN.  Ugh so gross."

So yeah that happened, received eight likes for that status.. 

Carrying on.

Anyway, so after I had finished cleaning that pig sty I checked my phone only to find Cookie was called into work for a shift and she needed the money so we decided to reschedule our sushi/coffee date for tomorrow.  I'll admit I was sort of devastated by this, I was really looking forward to it and I was already dressed.  Thankfully I hadn't done my make up yet.  She still wants me to sleep over tonight but I don't like doing my make up at other peoples houses and I will be wearing make up when we go out into town, so I'm going to have to come up with an excuse because, well she's been hanging out with Sharp so much that her and I haven't really hung out or even talked and I don't want it to seem like I'm ditching her or anything and we only get so much time to hang out, but Sharp will be there too so she'll be hanging of him all night.. I just don't really want to suffer through that.  I mean I am happy for her, but I was raised with parents that vary rarely showed public affection for one another and that upbringing taught me that those sorts of gestures -kissing, caressing etc..- is more of a private gesture to be shared between the couple and no one else.  I know that's a very silly point of view but given that our morals, values, and thoughts on common courtesy are based on what we learned as children, it's just who I am.  (I'm not sure if that last sentence made any sense.. I think I dragged it along a bit.  Apologizes.)
Anyway, so yeah, I'm going to bail on tonight and hopefully she's free tomorrow night.. And Sharp isn't. 

So since then -I stripped out of my 'leaving the house' clothes and slipped into some comfy jammies that accommodate for the little sun burn I got on my shoulders yesterday- I've just sort of Tumbled... I also re-watched JacksGap's The Rickshaw Run mini series since he uploaded the last episode today.  It looked like they had so much fun and although that's something I would never do, it made me really want to be involved.  So yeah... Not bad for just two in the afternoon.  
Oh yeah! So yesterday while we were at the beach I got a little sunburned on my shoulders but the weird thing is like in-between the red there are square patches of white and it's so weird and even Mother commented on it.  So weird, also my braces gave me a blister (is it called a blister or is it like called an ulcer or something?) on my left cheek and it's really painful and I can't use the wax and I hate the taste of Bonjela and blegh.  
A good song is on the radio.. 

So I gave -and by gave I mean lent- Leprechaun two of my books to read and tell me if I would enjoy them.  Teardrop by Lauren Kate and Captivate by Vanessa Garden. But given that his two step brothers showed up out of the blue last night I doubt he'll have time to read them.. 
My back is really sore currently, I think I may need to move my laptop over to my desk and actually sit in a chair instead of slouching on my bed.. 

I always start writing these things with something philosophical and intelligent to say but by the time I've done a day summery it's gone and I can't't write it before because I have a process and that is very frustrating.  Benny Boy thinks it's part of the ADHD.  Having slight OCD tendencies.  I think he's correct.

Mother just gave me my one hundred dollars.  I have one hundred dollars in my bank account.  Eeep!  She's going to pick up Benny Boy from work.  

Anyway, so my teeth feel really gross and I want to brush them but I feel like I'm going to be eating food within the next two hours and I don't want it to taste like mint.. Our garden has lots of dandelion fuzzies and I've been making so many wished from them and I'm like 703% sure that none of them will come true simply because I'm very clumsy and always drop them so they aren't like a circle but more of a half moon so it's only half a wish. 
I'm really quite sure I have an addiction to Tumblr.. 

Sometimes I make up little scenarios in my head and I like mentally role play them while I'm trying to go to sleep or when I'm bored and one of them is that I become like famous from this blog and people know me and stuff and then one day I'm asked for an interview and they're like "So Becca, you use a pen name for all your friends, surely you have a pen name?" and I'm just be like "Dude, I don't even fricking remember my name.  It could be Becca it could be Steve.  I'll have to ask mum." and then I leave and don't come back because people are weird.  
I honestly think my sun burn is drunk or something?
Ha! Just watched a weird video, go to YouTube and in the search and type this 'How To Toothpaste' the video you've looking for is by YouTube user vihartvihart.  It was weird and funny and made me giggle.   You know I'm so sure that no one actually reads these, or at least reads till the end so I'm going to set a challenge.  If you SEE this, this section right here, then I want you to comment down below.  Just anything.  How the weather is, Tumblr or Twitter accounts, funny videos.  Anything just to see how many of you there are that find me basically talking to myself entertaining.  Get on it my cherubs. 

My eyes hurt.  I'm going to have a nap.
This was cute so I decided to put it here.  For no reason.
I've got to admit this guys, I still haven't taken my nap because I'm on Tumblr.  It's times like this I remember that I really don't have a life. 

Update: Apparently because Leprechauns step brothers are here they're having a Barbie and Cookie and I have been invited -well Cookie has and we're assuming that I will be invited too- and also Cookie has ice cream so turns out I am sleeping over.  Man I change my mind a lot.  I still want sushi. 


Live long and prosper, godspeed.  

PS: This is the earliest I've ever published a post.  Only four in the afternoon... Going to go pack some stuff then promote this.  MAY write another quick update tonight or just post some pictures.

Becca

Tuesday, 14 January 2014

January the Fourteenth 2014.

Summer, Sun and Beach Fun


Okay, so today I was woken to a call from my best friend Cookie.  She offered me a proposition that I could not refuse; a day on the beach with my friends.  I promptly dressed in appropriate beach attire based on the warm weather today and went on my way.  

Now it's at this point that you should all be congratulating me, why?  Because I've left my room, my house, my seclusion, and decided to socialize.  It's a shocking thing that doesn't happen enough.  So please, wherever you are give me a very loud and attention seeking round of applause.  Thank you. 

So I'm finding it sort of hard to write today's post.. Because despite leaving the house and having an enjoyable day I'm not sure how to recount it all, or even if I remember it all? 

Today just made me feel like I want to have this really fun social life where I meet up randomly for coffee or hot chocolate or head to the beach or have shopping days or maybe just a causal lunch and it makes me sad because my friends aren't like that and this feeling will probably go away when I start reading my next book but I don't want it too because I enjoy going outside and taking photos with my friends and just enjoying life... 

Anyway, so yeah today was really nice.. We bought hot chips and ate them.. I mean we could have not eaten them but that seems rather stupid... Umm I ogled lost of cute males and we (Cookie and myself) tried to convince Sharp, Leprechaun and Bear (another friend who is a male) to go and ask random girls for their numbers, the first one to come back with a number won.  If all three of them went they would win $30, if two of them went it would be $20 and if only one of them did it then $10.  They did not accept our challenge.  It was devastating. Anyway, then basically we came back to my house and just.. Sat?  It's pretty hot and we were all bummed after walking home so yeah.. But it was just nice to spend some time with my friends.  I took some pictures and I have all of their permissions to share them so here they are.  Enjoy our faces?

Myself and Cookie.

Our view. 

Cookie and myself. 

Sharp and Cookie. 

Bear, Leprechaun, and Sharp.

Me.

Myself and Cookie. 

Leprechaun and Cookie in my lounge room.

Basically stuff happened today..
So I haven't go much more to say.. Cookie and I are going out for sushi and coffee tomorrow while Leprechaun is at work and Bear and Sharp either pub crawl or go fishing and yeah, so I'll post about that but I think I'm sleeping over at Cookie's so she may have something to say too?  Maybe an introduction?  I'm a little sun burnt and I feel kind of gross from the sea water so I'm thinking of having a bath soon.. That's an idea, I could shave my legs while I'm there? Or leave them gross and hairy because I'm lazy and the only reason I care is because they feel pretty when they're smooth... So yeah... 
Oh and I do have permission from my friends to post these pictures.  I guess now you know what my friends look like?  There are more of them but Cookie and Leprechaun are my best friends.

Live long and prosper, godspeed.

Becca